Another day 1

Hey there boys! So here I am, once again, on day 1. And I want to start writing here more to share with you more about my journey and struggles. Today I decided to go back to my micro cage and try once again to keep myself locked.

At this point I don't have any issues with the cage or skin ... my big barrier now is the self-control to not unlock and jerk off.

The first 2 or 3 days are pretty easy for me, but then I start feeling horny and horny and, from having easy access to my keys, I usually just unlock it and jerk off.

And the problem for me is that when I cum, I lose interest on porn/chastity for a few days. So I usually keep it unlocked, I move away from Twitter, until the urge to lock comes back.
And I've been on this cycle for a long time already. I think since 2019 when I started.

But I never gave up on it once. I love being locked. I love seeing other boys locked up as well.
And here I am, on day 1, once again. I hope it is the last day 1. Otherwise, I will do it again and again and again.

Don't give up on it if you love this life. One day you will get it right, and you will be as happy as you never were before.

Hugs,
Paul.